Life in my 40s

 I felt so much... for my own emotion roller coaster.

Not that I been through alot.. I am neither a "有背景的人" nor a "有故事的人".

Just that turn back and look at myself since I turn 40 and how do I want to manage my life? I realise I like to review, look into past and ask how it can be done better? Which to some it may seem useless n waste of time but to me there is always a lesson learnt.

I feel it and acknowledge that the year I turn 40, I was really emotionally weak, constantly in depress mood due to work and family could not help. That year, I took a break from work and get myself in shape with more time to rest and workout.

I realised, as long as I dun hold certain expectation too high n stuff too tight cause I did not achieve it (learn to let go) life is so much happier and emotion can be stronger.

After returning back to work in 2020, I have been learning to let go and keep my mood light whenever possible. I also learn to appreciate what I already have more than what I have not achieve.

Slowly I realise I do have a lot more than I used to think, and as long as I am happy n keep my life active, I can attract more happiness along the way, not only me, but those who love me n surround me will feel it too and they will be happier as I keep them close and surround them with my happiness.

This year 2024, both my eldest and second girl got part-time job. Not the first time for eldest but is for the second girl, glad that they learn to experience life, with school, work, friends... got complaints but still see them enjoying going to work for the responsibility n money earned.

Also so Proud of both elder girl received a scholarship (top 5% in school) n EAGLES award, while second girl received Top 10% in school and Character award. 👏🏻👏🏻