Dwelling Mood Again

This is the first time I am not spending my CNY in Singapore with my family.

Not sure if its consider Happy or Miss home, because both feeling exist.

For once I need not quarrel and face certain unhappiness whenever CNY with my partner.

Miss my mum and little girl though.. Anyway that's life, one good never best of all world.

Today I see pictures again, I sort of got upset with myself over and over again for things that I miss, things that I have no courage to pursude.. Haise.. Guess not enough sleep and think too much.. Dwell in the past. Have been reminding myself to look forward for a better future. What's pass is gone for now, what's in future is now awaiting for me to go get it and treasure..

To be realistic, stop dreaming... But here in States I learn something... Dream can help a normal man achieve great things. ( e.g. Waltz Disney and Martin Luther King ) Chinese have a proverb : 人因梦想而伟大。Now I believe in this more then anything...

1) Waltz Disney built his dream kingdom because he have a dream...

2) Martin Luther King: "I have a dream... I dream that one day my 4 children will grow up in a nation where they will not be judge by the color of their skin but by the content of their character..."