Life Partner

20110728
I always thought that I will share my happiness and tears most with my life partner, but time and reality prove me wrong.Most of the time he is not around to share and when we meet it is not in the correct mood or time to share what I have encounter during the day.

20110801
"Every man for its own..." I realise even so for my partner. Not sure to think of it as his insensitive or me too sensitive. He totally ignore my feeling and our kids. So it is still him and his family more important for all the body checkup and Hep B. I realise throughout the whole episode he never mention about me and our kids. I feel so... Disappointed.

Never mind he dun think for me, I will think for my kids, my family and myself . I just need to be more independent, like what I told him before I will build the shield that I need to protect myself and my real family.