Hungry Soul

In this city we often seem so enriched.. But deep down inside we may be so empty and poor...

Fall in Love Again

Once again fell in love, in drama but not real life (Wahaha!!). Fall in love watching Taiwan idol drama.. ESP looking at those handsome actor courting sweet actress in the show.. Is this consider an act of self deceiving? Since I dun get such privilege in reality.. Hum.. A sense of sweetness in my sadness.. Haha.. :p

Life Partner

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I always thought that I will share my happiness and tears most with my life partner, but time and reality prove me wrong.Most of the time he is not around to share and when we meet it is not in the correct mood or time to share what I have encounter during the day.

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"Every man for its own..." I realise even so for my partner. Not sure to think of it as his insensitive or me too sensitive. He totally ignore my feeling and our kids. So it is still him and his family more important for all the body checkup and Hep B. I realise throughout the whole episode he never mention about me and our kids. I feel so... Disappointed.

Never mind he dun think for me, I will think for my kids, my family and myself . I just need to be more independent, like what I told him before I will build the shield that I need to protect myself and my real family.

Mature Mature

I think I am still not that Mature after all...

This year I am disappointed with my B'day.
Hum... my closer friends either forget or never really got time to celebrate with me.

Worse is my hubby never really celebrate for me, althought he think that he already bring me to KL, but to me that trip is for the whole family (including our maid).
I want exclusive when come to celebrate my Birthday...

Past years I may have forgot about friends too, cos hubby will exclusively bring me out for dinner or hotel stay to make up for missing out on friends. This year I got none. No gift, no true bday cake, no exclusive celebration for me... :(