Moody - Independent

靠山山会倒，靠水水会流。。。
I have always know what this means, but today I feel it strongly once again...
In life, we just have to depend on ourself most of the time and that is the most trust worthy.

At times I really get very tired of it all... like today. cos I really find people around me dun take initiative and when you prompt them, they got offended and want to quarrel with you.

Why is it always my fault, my temper and not his??
He always say: 你要赢不认输。。。
But what have I won?? I never think that I will win anything in a quarrel... I feel angry, upset and fustrated, and when that someone beside me misunderstood my mood and got offended by my action quarrel take place...

I wish I have someone who truely understand what I am going through and stand by me..