恋上错误的感觉

I felt deeply when he said "Don't use my money!" (一言惊醒梦中人。。。）- anyway I never had the intention to use his money for my own stuff and I have always been more spend thrift than him.

He makes me feel so disappointed... already I have been bottling up some unhappiness between us, yet he aggregate it by making unwanted comment.

Right from the start our marriage is not a happy one to start with, but I always believe he have touched me and that's all it matters (his family towards me is just secondary) but this evening I have to admit this thought have to change...

We both love our family, during last year Mother's Day, he run around to get a leg massager for his mum while my mum got nothing.. Recently my mum complaint of leg pain, and I thought of getting her a negative ion bed (cos feedback for that was good), yet he make the above comment.

I feel so disappointed. My mum help to take care of our kid, cook for us daily, even not his own mum, but I think my mum have done her best for both of us.

Some how I feel so glad this evening that I am a working mum and not someone who sit at home to wait for his money. I cannot imagine if I were a non-working mum, I think I will be bullied like nobody business by him and his family... (Like what I see in those Korea/Taiwan soap opera)

Come to think of it, if my mum can treat him so well and yet he make this comment, what make me think he will treat me well after many years of marriage when all love faded? He may have just treated me like partner for companionship and to help him bear his family line.