Monday, May 21, 2007

A Phrase of Life

Very upset… she have been thinking and convincing herself, not to be angry and not to hold any hard feeling. She feels they are being uttered unfair to her and her parents.

They never think of who sent the girl to school, who support her when she is overseas while she is not earning a single cent and yet spending everyday while overseas. She never bother to tell her side of stories, doesn’t means they can ignore these facts.

Her mum was being bullied at work, came home crying, but she continue to work because her daughter is still overseas. Her mum sent her money every month in order to see her complete her overseas studies without worrying about money.

A selfish mother who ignore her son happiness, and put herself above all. Who never look at the big picture and out to force them to the very corner of giving up. The girl is being force to the edge and she know he is too.

They both love their parents and they both will suffer if this goes on

Sunday, May 20, 2007

An Almost Forgotten Concert

Remember the first concert she ever spend money and go to was when she is in secondary school. She vividly remembers it was with a group of good friends: LY, SL and KC. They spend like S$50 per ticket to watch the Grasshopper’s concert live in Singapore Indoor Stadium. This price was the cheapest and yet it is like burning a big hole in the girls pocket. This year they are back, and it is been 12 years since then… She was at the concert once again last evening with the same group of friends, except KC cos she was out of town for work.





See the tics she got… :p Wow… Grasshopper still that hot…


The gals are wondering what will it be like for the next 12 years? Will they come for another Grasshopper concert like last evening?

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Different View Point

It’s normal to hear vendor grumble on how bad the user/client is treating them, and drawing lines in term of treatment. But it is abnormal if you heard of something like the following?

A user/client complaining vendor are the ones who want to draw line and have not been treating them like colleague or friend even though they are working in the same office. He felt dis-hearted as vendor never really want to befriend them, they come and go without informing and saying 'goodbye'.

In vendor point of view it may be the user/client who is drawing the line and making it difficult for them to stay in touch. They are not involved in the user/client function and exchange program anymore.

Think problem occurred if the management did not convey the message correctly and it affect the ground working relationship. They could have inform the company about the contract change, and therefore the working method is different too.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Roman Numeral

I am always loss when using Roman Numeral
Dedicate to those who have same problem as me.. {^o^}

Arabic Roman
01 - I
02 - II
03 - III
04 - IV
05 - V
06 - VI
07 - VII
08 - VIII
09 - IX
10 - X
11 - XI
12 - XII
13 - XIII
14 - XIV
15 - XV
16 - XVI
17 - XVII
18 - XVIII
19 - XIX
20 - XX

Basic Numerical Symbols:
I - Represent Single digit
V - Represent 5
X - Represent 10
L - Represent 50
C - Represent 100
D - Represent 500
M - Represent 1000

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Public Sector Work

Yesterday galA was talking to a colleague (galB), and they share a common thought. As vendor they are suppose to help the civil servant (CS) with some design tasks. Upon giving the CS the initial design base on what they have so call ‘confirmed’ requirements, they are suppose to went through rounds of discussion, get approval and lastly get back to galA&B with the confirmed change and for them to start work.

(Well the above mention was suppose to be the ideal way of implementing something)

Instead galA observe that they like to go through draft pass it to them for change, then got through 2nd level change and pass back to galA&B for change again, then the 3rd level, so on and so for till final level. By then will be like 1-2 months down the road (depend on the availabilities of each level members). For such scenario galA&B usually charge base on the effort use for each change and a simple task effort can be blow up due to the changes (e.g. change of a title with minimum effort but can re-do for 4-5 times)

galA know some may said then just go through black and white for their confirmation on design. Well what she see is, that is of no use for the above scenario, as CS will tell her this idea is from Mr XYZ from round one discussion and that idea is from Ms ABC on another round discussion. Both are client, both idea they have to absorb and on a one fine day they will said Mr DEF have a better combination for what Mr XYZ and Ms ABC have in mind. And the third person idea they also have to take in cos he is from the same team just that he was on leave during the previous session. :(

Upon submission of effort use, the CS will complaint: “Wow!! why such simple task you guys charge so high? You are taking tax payer money you know?”

Oh my god, do they ever realize who is the one wasting tax payer money? Why can’t they simply take the initial draft, get all involved staff in for discussion, make refinement, and get agreement for galA&B to come out with the ‘real’ final design and show it to their very important management for approval on implementation (just one time change). Instead of depend on who free to contribute idea for different rounds of discussions. GalA think that will really cut down the effort they spend.

galA also have their problem, not that they want to charge high effort to the CS, but with the time they waste, who are they suppose to claim from and how do they account it to their respective company?

galA realize why her friends always complained life as vendor is not easy, because the civil servant time are precious while vendors' time are like nothing to them. So what if galA is also part of the working force and contributing tax? CS never respect vendor; they forget that they are also wasting tax payer money if not more then vendor.

I still remember when I just started working in this company for public sector, some ex-colleagues joked that we are civil servants’ servant – “so what do you expect?”

Monday, May 07, 2007

Retribution

When I was young, I dun know how to control my bad temper. I like to say things that upset my mum. She dotes on me and still stands by me no matter what happen, she just hopes that when I mature, I will change. She always said my temper will do me no good in society. As time pass I learned and I start to see things differently. She is right. I was hurt and I know the reasons, I learn my lesson and I grow. But still I have my principal to follow.

I believe strongly in retribution. Now whatever I go through I will think it is a retribution for what I did in my younger days to my mum. But I hold my principal, that I did nothing wrong. I can be like my mum eats the humble pie because of the word ‘FAMILY’ by making my appearance and greeting elderly but I will not go against my principal to apologize for something that I didn’t do. I can classify and clarify the whole issue as a misunderstanding, but I will not allow people to force some unnecessary fault down my throat

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Syndrome

Something I wonder is it a syndrome or what?
Why did I lose my Wedding band during this period?

It leads me to think of the time when the pair of girl-boy hand phone accessory had a missing partner. Cos ‘he’ lost the girl and I was so upset that he thought I am angry with him. Actually it is more like upset rather than angry.

Now I loss my wedding band and I am facing problems with this marriage, what is it trying to tell me? I can’t find it and there is no point buying new ones because the original can never be replace/substituted.