My Ego

I remember I have an existing blog about male ego, but now I am talking about myself. My ego. It is not the first time I receive comment that my ego is too strong.

I should not embarrass my partner in front of friends
I should not throw my temper at my partner too often
I should not take partner tolerance for granted
I should be nice, lovely and sweet to my partner
I should open up my heart, accept imperfect.

I was told that why am I expecting perfect when I am not perfect too.
The true is I understand that we cannot achieve 100% perfect, then why can’t we achieve at least 90% and train another back at the same time

Haven’t I learned? Haven’t I changed? Haven’t I improved?
Must I be hurt again? Shouldn’t my love ones help and guide me along?
Or he wants to see me sink just like that…