寂寞

为什麽跟他在一起后我变得更寂寞。
觉得自己不再单身，所以少了很多朋友。

Thank God I still have a good friend, who call me will call me up to chat.

New Year Eve

Happy New Year (2007)!!
Boring end of 2006 year…
Because my dear leave me alone to join his OCS friends in some drinking session.

Well I don’t blame him for joining his friends, but I feel upset that he do not understand me after all these while. I like to celebrate on special occasion, and this is considered one as it is New Year day count down. I tried to bring this point across many times.

On Christmas Eve, I was with him attending his friend’s wedding dinner and after that he drove me to Orchard road, although I was disappointed as there was no count down at all. But I am still glad that he was with me all the way, and did try to celebrate with me.

This New Year there is count down in esplanade, I remember I told him but still he didn’t take note of it all. I don’t like to make my partner do things just because I ask him to. How I wish to have a partner who can do thing out of his feeling for me.

I think our frequency is so far apart, we will have to work very hard for each other if we really want to live happily ever after. I am afraid we will only be tired out after all the hard work of trying, and too tired to enjoy life.

Oh, after typing all these, where is my 2007 New Year Resolution? I remember my first New Year resolution was make in 2004, I am not a gal who make new year resolution, my first boyfriend did a count with me in ECP and we wrote our new year resolution there. It was so romantic and memorable.

No matter what, wish everybody a Happy New Year for 2007! {^o^}

Procrastinate

Today in grumpy mood.. Its cold, have been raining for the past few days… I cannot go for my usual weekend jog.

Haise, mum use to say what type of character I dislike most, I will bounce to get meet more of it.
I have to agree with her. I meet with a fiancé, and now a colleague. Why can’t they just get thing done once and for all instead of dragging it, ‘ding dong’ here and there then tell me they forget this and that?

Why they cannot try to understand that this habit of theirs does not goes with the laziness and forgetful nature of human?

Procrastinate and you will never get things done correct and at the right timing.

BGR Inner Self

I remember I did once said that I can be a good girlfriend cum wife, understand the work stress of present society and shall stand by my partner in his hard and stressful time. Then why do I get angry when feel neglected and not being loved?

Even earlier then this, I told a friend that I have not been in relationship cos I am not ready. I am quick tempered and required lots of attention, which I think my future partner will have a hard time pleasing me. I will only be ready when I know how to control myself, able to do more things, shower more care and love for my partner then I required.

All these thoughts only exist in the past and during my cool days. When come to present, I will be overtaken by events and forget all those that I use to tell myself. The thoughts just vanish like they never exist for once.

I lose my cool, lose my calm, and lose the serenity within my inner self. I just feel fully filled with upset and anguish. Need someone who knows me, pamper me, and accompany me…

Dedicate to Dear

Had a huge quarrel with my dear over some minor stuff last night…
Okie I admit I am in wrong also.
Like to throw my ‘小姐脾气’ at times…
And have a quick temper.
I AM SORRY MY DEAR DEAR…

I remember just few days ago, I told a friend - the differences between my Dear Dear and all other guys that I meet so far is… My Dear is my hubby, which means he is the want who will truly love me and take me as I am.

I will try to change, but give me time and help me change over time. I will work hard on this attitude of mine, just like the way I want you to change your bad habits for me. Hope that one fine day we can be perfect partner for each other and form a perfect family. {^o^}

But dear, please note that ladies like to be pamper (I guess no matter at what age or stage).

2006 Run

So far, this year I took part in most number of running events.

20th Aug 2006: Sentosa New Balance Real Run 10km
(1hr and 6mins)

27th Aug 2006: Army Half Marathon 21.1km
(2hrs and 34mins)

03th Dec 2006: Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 42.195km (5hrs 32mins)

Best part is I actually took part in all three events with my Dear...

I think I had most memory for the full marathon, cos we went through a period of weekend training together. I ran with him and his campmates. Towards the last few training, there is even one saturday I blade in ECP to be his mobile water point. And same apply for him the next day when I train with my Marathon kakis. Dear become our mobile water point by delivering water at different point cos we run all the way from ECP to Marina South and back. (35km)

p.s. Dear Dear I Love you, you are the best!!! {^o^}
Thank for what you have done for me during this period.

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South Korea Montage Blog

Okie, this is going to be a photo Montage blog.. {^o^}

Incheon Airport and traffic to town...


Wonderland (Everland and scenery)


The changing season


South Korea Palace


Meals (Kimchi Kimchi!!!)


Gestures for my honeymoon


Ever changing of South Korea